what a girl wants from her real partner

when she stares at your mouth :

_ kiss her 

when she pushes you or hits you cuz she thinks shes stronger than you :

_ grab her and don't let go 

when she starts yelling at you trying to act tough:

_ kiss her and tell her you love her

when she' s quiet :

_ ask her whats wrong 

when she ignores you :

_ give her your attention 

when she pulls away :

_ pull her back 

when you see her at her worst :

_ tell her she' s beautiful 

when you see her start crying :

_ just hold her and don't say a word 

when you see her walking :

_ sneak up and hug her waist from behind 

when she' s scared :

_ protect her

when she steals your favorite hat :

_ let her keep it and sleep with it for a night 

when she teases you :

_ tease her back and make her laugh

when she doesn't answer for a long time :

_ reassure her that every thing is okay.

when she looks at you with doubt :

_ back yourself up 

when she says that she likes you :

_ she means it more than you could understand!!!

when she grabs at your hands :

_ hold her' s and play with her fingers

when she bumps into you :

_ bump into her back and make her laugh

when she tells you a secret :

_ keep it safe and untold

when she looks into your eyes :

_ don't look away until she does

when she says it's over :

_ she still wants you to be hers

stay on the phone with her even if she' s not saying anything

when she' s mad :

_ hug her tight and don't let go

when she says she' s ok 

_ dont believe it, talk with her, because 10 yrs later she' ll remember you

call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her and treat her like she' s all that matters to you .

watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's RETARDED

give her the world

let her wear your clothes

when she' s bored and sad , hang out with her .

let her know she' s important

kiss her in the pouring rain.

* i got this from trusted resource. 

boys out there please learn from this if you really love and cares your lover ^^

*some of them can used after married =)

j.a.r - o.f - h.e.a.r.t

**************************************************

I know I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/jar_of_hearts.html ]

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

s.w.e.e.t 20

Assalammualaikum ~

yeay~ akhirnya 20 jugak aku.hehe.tp sbnarnye sedih jugak terpaksa tinggal kan zaman belasan. lps ni tak rasa dah nk tulis dalam borang, umur start no 1 lagi. hehe.

sebelum pukul 0000 lagi aku dah dapat call dari ma, aqbal azman dan ahmad fikri. thanks sgt dekat korang.

tepat pukul 0000 pula. twins dan ekin nyanyi lagu birthday utk aku. lepas tu, izzat ismail pula datang wish happy birthday and buat plan sikit utk birthday party esk. (surprise utk shakiera)

kebetulan, birthday aku sama bulan dgn the twins. aku 1 mac n the twins pulak 2 mac. awl awl lagi ktorg dah plan nk celebrate birthday sama sama. Alhamdulillah apa yang ktorg plan menjadi, dan menjadi lebih surprise utk shakiera mazlan. =). sebelum tidur, aku di dodoikan dgn sebuah lagu. hehe. thanks jugak.

so, sekarang aku nak post sikit kenangan kenangan yang ada masa aku jd birthday girl. =D

pagi birthday (1st march)

i got three kisses from my lalings =)

lepas tu....

dapat pulak result accounting.  giler nervous tunggu result subject ni.
time tu aku berharap sgt result aku x merosakkan mood birthday aku.

Alhamdulillah... dgn smiley aku pegi ambik result =D

end of the class..

satu kelas nyanyi lagu birthday utk aku :).sgt manis.hehe

act, its our tradition. ade je classmate punya birthday, confirm ktorg nyayi ramai ramai.

thanks korang =)

lepas kelas, macam biasa terus balik rumah. makan makan lepas tu ambil lappy. sangat ramai yang wish aku dekat fb. org 1st yang wish Mohamad syazwan. awal dua jam. haha. thanks wan, sis eyma, abg fahmi, ngah, ezane dan yang lain jugak =)

malam hari...

sebelum pergi pantai, ktorg dinner dulu.

location : depan rumah no 11*

d'pantai... (2 mac. masih lagi birthday girl even dah pukul 12. hehe)

sesi tiup lilin, potong memotong kek dan calit menyalit di pipi =D

birthday girls : shabiera sarah shakiera (3s ^^)

muka muka yang memeriahkan lagi birthday party ktorg utk 1st session. =)

 ekin, wanie, akbar, ijat , wan

1/2 jam kemudian... (session 2)

muka muka ni pulak muncul utk meriahkan lagi party.

dengan niat utk kasi surprise dekat shakiera.

niat di dimakbulkan. hehe :)

ejat, atap, am, faqih

tiup lilin dan potong kek utk kali ke-2. =D

mocha cake & chocolate indulgence

sangat sedapp. tahan nafsu makan je malam tu. huhu ^^

chocolate indulgence sponsored by muhammad izzat, izzat ismail, amalul arifin

thanks a lot! =D

 

guitarist yang d'import khas dari melaka. hehe.

presents yg tak d'jangka... haha

from wan =)

from ejat =)

the last one from ijat =)

macam yang selalu aku cakap sebelum ni, sem last ni banyak sangat kenangan. plan dgn twins n ekin nak celebrate birthday tepi pantai pun termakbul plus plus dgn surprise cake from ijat n am. sbnrnya, x expect pun atas chocolate indulgence tu ada nama aku jugak. hehe. ingtkan nama shakiera dan shabiera je. aku pun terkena jugak bak kata ejat. ^^

thank you so much! =))

arioss !!

cinta dalam hati

in memory.

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku

Mengagumi tanpa dicintai

Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia

Dengan hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu

Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku

Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah

Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

[Reff:]

Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu

Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku

Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya

Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja

Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya

Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

n.a.z.i.m.o.t.h.m.a.n

handsome kottt. =)

datang lah dlm mimpi saya malam ni...HEHE =P

insomia seketika

helo helo =)

petang petang sambil edit invitation card utk final project, tetiba datang pulak mood nk update blog aku.

HEHE. nnti peminat setia blog aku sorang ni bukak, tgk post yang lama lama, x best pulak kn. =D

smalam aku pergi kelas dengan mata  agak bengkak. bukan sebab menangis tapi aku kena INSOMIA.

satu malam aku tak tidur. lepas tu pukul 0730 aku dah kena bangun bersiap ke kelas. dalam kelas kepala aku agak tak berapa betul, nasib baik lah semalam tak ada kelas ACCOUNTING. tak payah la nk concentrate sangat. sepanjang aku duduk dalam kelas aku dgr MP3 sebab tak nak tidur punya pasal. Sory Lecs. x fokus sgt. hehe

Ni kali kedua aku kena penyakit ni. 4 bulan lepas aku kena jugak. time tu aku practical. lps received call dr someone, terus aku xboleh tidur smpai pagi sbb aku pikir punya pikir. ntah benda apa aku pikir pun x tahu. lepas tu masa kt office, lagi la biol kepala otak smpai aku xtahan terus mintak balik awal. nasib baik dapat. thank you Encik K. kalau time tu permintaan di tolak, aku xtau la macam mana nk bertahan smpai pukul 1700.

smalam punya case pun, lebih kurang laa...kepala otak dok memanjang berpikir...smpaikan aku bangun 0400 pergi mandi. hehe.Time tu member member aku dah nyenyak tidur, tp dorang pun terjaga jugak sbb terdgr bunyi bunyian yg aku buat...hehe sorry ye korang. panas!. untung jugak aku kena penyakit ni smlam sebab kelas start pukul 9, balik rumah pukul 2 aku terus 'bommmm' cover tidur balik.nikmat sgt! haha.

malam tadi, aku dah boleh tidur macam biasa. untung kena 'insomia seketika' sahaja.hehe. (memandai je aku kasi istilah) =P

so, utk mengelakkan kena benda alah ni, sebelum tidur jgn berfikir sgt. tenang kn diri. ambik feel. jgn lupa baca doa tidur dan mengucap dua kalimah syahadah oke ;)

p/s: sebelum tidur basuh kaki, lebih lebih lagi baru balik dr mana mana tempat =).

lebih kurang macam mata aku time kena insomia . =))